so not much to say tonight…this morning… fell asleep on the couch, watching tv which i never ever do, since i dont even watch tv usually. its four am now. i woke up about an hour ago and i am not tired much. went to the gym today, and laughed at how busy it was. it was busy im sure because of everyone making resolutions for the new year to lose weight. going again this afternoon with my buddy christina. should be a grand time. im pretty crazy about the feelings of pushing through the tiredness and the pain when you are working out until it just kind of becomes like a normal movement for a while. or uh, maybe thats just me?

in my other life, my sl life, the drama is definitely quieting down. though i have a small feeling that with our group there will always be drama. lol as there is always someone upset about something. but my drama is chilling out, and i am happy with the way i handled it, as I feel as I have mostly been mature about it. though I won’t write much about it here, since well, it’s over and hopefully done.

i dont think much about ri’s life anymore, though once in a while, like yesterday, i am reminded of the people that were left/left her behind, but thats about it. someone told me the other day that they were with them but hadnt wanted to tell me because there was still tension, but the point of the matter is i don’t really care anymore. i said what i had to, did what i had to, put the ball in their court and either it wasnt accepted or they are still trying to work through shit. i have been lucky enough to move past it. my new sl life is even more than i could have ever asked for and doesn’t make me regret becoming reborn, and i feel quite supported with the people i care deeply for. of course it would be nice sometimes if they (ri’s friends) were able to be a part of that, but life, especially in sl, includes people walking in and out quickly. as i said prior i think, i do hope they are all happy, as that’s the place that i have found myself.

anyway in my real life, i have finished school, finally. finished. over. absolutely and completely done with, thank GOD! work for apple has been good and bad, though i am frustrated with my management a bit, but I am talking to HR about it, because it is pretty ridiculous. Uhm, trying to get a job at a hospital around here, still waiting for them to have an opening or something like that? we will see what happens. I was told by the guy i interviewed with NOT to give up hope as he was still interested in having me work for the hospital. So that would rock.

but the best thing about everything is that i actually get days off now. Even if its not on the weekend, I kind of get my own little weekends, etc. and it’s WAY nice. I am SO thankful for that, and for the freedom. The ability to pay my bills. That my roommates will pay their parts of the bills, etc.

and now my eyes are a bit droopy. i hope this random post wasn’t too confusing or lame. see you all on the flip side.

oh and the movie below is one that i have been working on at work. its one of my friends bands called The Situationals. Check em.