Heya! Not much has changed since the last post with the confusion, etc. But, I guess that’s not my problem as I was kind of blindsided. Just says a lot about a persons character I guess? Not my problem to try and make right or feel bad about if you refuse to talk with me. You reminded me once that what I did, friends don’t do to friends. And trust me, I have learned from that greatly and have made sure honesty is at the top of my list with my third life as it wasn’t with my second apparently. But, I feel the same about what you did to me. But maybe I am wrong, as you liked to tell me that all the time anyway. I’d try to put myself in your shoes, as you’d hope I would, but that’s kind of hard since it could be a million things that are wrong. So I will not pay you that courtesy.

Other things are fantastic though, and I don’t think about the above much anyway. I don’t have time for that shit. Though the hardest part is that I do have a new friend, a good one that reminds me of one of my more favorite people that I lost in the mess. So everytime I talk with her, I feel like I am talking to that other person, but I am not since yes they are different. They are both just the same age, with the same sense of humor, and a fuckin awesome taste in music.

But I really love my new friend for who she is, not who she is not.

School is basically done. I got my final grades from chemistry and happy to report that no, I did not fail. And I passed in a final paper yesterday, and am passing in some make up work today if I get off this damn thing and finish.

Work though is another story. They need to fire one of my managers. She made me almost walk out last night because I asked for a 15 and she reprimanded me for it. I am sorry, but there is something clearly wrong with that. Clearly. But the state law she cannot deny me a 15 let alone reprimand me for asking for one. I’m reporting it. That is all there is to it. It’s not the fact that I was told I couldn’t have one, but the fact that I was told that I wouldn’t be able to go full time if I asked for 15’s. Can anyone say, illegal?

Yeah… I can.