it’s almost one, and i have class at 8. so, using my killer instincts i am thinking bed is close at hand.
however, i just really felt the need to update.
the semester is coming to an end and well, i have a lot of work but don’t. meaning- i mostly have two take home exams, an 8 pager that i still have to write, an exam on monday morning (we just had one last friday) and then a final in that same class a week later.
but, i am pretty sure i will get it all done. i have gotten pretty good at being on top of my work, and i feel as though i have done fairly well this semester when it comes to my classes. i am working hard, and still finding time to myself, to relax, or be alone with my thoughts.
i really appreciate some of my professors though, especially the one that i TA for. he is such a funny man. you all should wish that you knew him.
as for other things, i am just taking life as it is being handed to me. one day will be comfortable while the other, not so much. but i am happy. and i am glad that i have found a happiness that is consistant and not based on my moods. or my loneliness (or lack there of).
i wonder what will come for my winter recess though.
i work mostly, and i am fairly sure that it will end quickly. plus i will make KILLER money at my job there.
i also think that my dad and my step-mom are beginning to appreciate my presence. my desire to help out where i can. it’s actually quite nice.
oh. and i know this is kind of selfish but….
im pretty excited because i am getting the guitar i want. it’s beautiful. a washburn. acoustic electric.
i love playing. it just makes me content. especially because i am not that good. it’s like, i don’t have to compare myself. its a hobby, like i had hoped for flute and percussion before i left high school.
it’s especially nice to play during the summer…outside with my cat. she is the LOVE of my life. 
i know, weird cat lady talk. but, i adore her. i’ve had her since the day she was born, and we go together like pears in a salad. (it tastes pretty yummy– Panera– orchard harverst— i totally reccomend).
but, i guess there isn’t too much else to my life right now.
but i thank you all for being a part of it (i.e. reading this).
goodnight.
